DreamCore But Dreams are too Far to Reach

I have a lot of dreams. I want to buy a nice house, own a few cats or dogs I don't really mind. Settle well with someone I find my equal. Have a stable and fulfilling job that I actually like to be at. Have a good working car. Afford healthy and good food. Idk i'm screaming to the void with this but at the same time they are all very realistic goals or dreams to have. But yet I have this dreadful feeling in the pit of my stomach or just plain pessimistic ideas about the outcomes for my future. Is there something in the water or do I just have no faith in myself or society to be able to let me flourish to achieve my dreams. Im not poor and im not rich, Im not happy but im not sad. I just dont want to be left behind in the game of life. Im in my early 20s and no where near finishing my degree and my current 9-5 job is insufferable. Dreaming for a better outcome in life or a different future just seems so unrealistic for people like me. And i say people like me very carefully because im not special or different in anyway. Idk. Maybe some relate or maybe screaming alone. 

This period in life can be so depressing and disheartening if you don't have shit figured out. Why is there a rush anyway. Let me breathe.