a small rant

I don't know if it's just me but whenever it's lunchtime, I want to be left alone. 

I want to be next to the comfort of my friends, however, I don't want to talk a lot. 

Lunch is basically a time for me to relax, I call it my "nonverbal" time, where I can eat my food and watch YouTube or something of the sort. 

I don't know. 

Sometimes, I just don't really like to start conversations at a time when I want to be alone mentally. 

Does anyone else relate?