life updateee (FEB 2025)

SOOO I'm almost finished my grade 12 equivalency course, just a month left so that's nice
I'm waiting to hear back from college still but I am currently on the campus and it isn't a terrible spot. Worried to figure out the elevator situation since third floor class kills me. 

I've been really into Dexter and was lucky enough to find the first and third book at the library and was able to purchase it from them :3 

I've been trying to fix my lizard brain, short form content has absolutely ruined it and i noticed just how bad it was today when a four minute video felt like 15 to me. To be fair I've been sick as a dog and time isn't real but it was freaky none the less .

I feel like I haven't made proper improvement in my art but I've picked up plenty of hobbies, Piano, sewing and collecting CDs. my most recent find was enema of the state by blink 182 which I personally haven't gotten to listen to just yet but I heard it was real good so I'm glad to have found it.  (fun fact I play my CDs off a hello kitty radio/boombox) 

I've been thinking about looking into testosterone these days but I'm also lazy and might just try to raw dog looking more masculine with an actual makeup routine (tips are welcome). 

I still wanna write fanfiction and I do want to rewrite the Jimmy/curly fanfiction I was writing but I don't have much motivation, I've been trying to roleplay more often as well but apple only offers amino these days and I'm not super big on joining discord groups or using something like KIK lol.
I'd try forums but I feel like I'd totally forget to check them half the time. is Msarp still a thing? perhaps there are still people there ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯.