i want to be left alone untitled

Why must i be relevent? It comes to a point when i cant defend myself when people say bizarre things abt me. I dont understand what they get out of it, is it fun to bully me? Even as i keep growing ppl keep whipping up new stories and i can't escape the nonsense. How do I defend myself when i have a bucket load of lies and madeup stories dumped over my pathetic body, the lies build up to a point where they trust those things and discard MY truth. I'm very tired, i'm tired