Locked tf in

Monday, 10th February 2025. 

I've improved so much yet I still have so much left to improve on. This year has moved so fast. I fear we put too much emphasis on a fresh start. If I'm being totally honest, this year has been great so far and I plan on ending the year on a great term. Today is day zero of infinity. I plan on bulking, and also I'm gonna start working out. I'm gonna start doing competitions so I can get an early start on things for college, and most importantly I'm gonna start studying a crap ton more and get straight A's. I feel so much better than how I did before even though I've screwed up so much this year, yet I still feel so great because I know I'm improving and I know that this only day one of a lifetime. On a different note, I'm almost 14 and TRUST 14 will be one of my best years but honestly after that I don't know. I'm deathly afraid of growing up and I wish I could just stay 13 forever but I know I can't and I feel like I might get left behind, cause everything is going so fast, but it's always the unimportant things or the things I DONT want to go fast that end up going fast. Never the actually important things. On one final note, Ramadan is coming up, and I plan on taking full advantage of this month. Both as a way to improve in this Dunya and as a way to become a better Muslim. The vibes are also great. I remember last ramadan. I used to go to tennis while I was fasting, and stop at that store and get snacks and school was peak and It was summer and we used to hangout so much. But this year I'm not gonna spend reminiscing the past, because I know that in a year or so, I'll be wanting to come back to this era, so I'm gonna live it to it's peak.