Update 1: Is it me or is it you?

Hiiiii! Finally I have come back to update you.

Now after we got dismissed from our lesson I just stood by myself in one of the corners of the lockers. My friends walked away but later actually peeked out at me and walked over. She asked me why I wasnt with them and I did everything I could honestly to not totally break down. (Still very sensitive and not used to being asked personal questions)

They asked me if they should leave me alone or stay. I signaled to them to stay and they did. I felt a wave of releif when they talked to me and felt.. Refreshed. I couldnt show it at the time but that made me very happy. I love my friends and I know they like me too, but we cant read eachothers minda all the time.

Mood: Much more happy!