crappy writing entry #9

I stare into your eyes, hoping to feel something, anything

 but with every second I look at you; I just feel empty

to know the love we shared is forever lost is the most gut-wrenching feeling in the world

before, we promised to never let go of each other. I felt deeply connected to you

as if we were two souls that fit together like puzzle pieces, our inner beings entertwined together for all of eternity

but that must've just been another sick fantasy. I was so blinded by my expectations, I never realized how detached we've grown.

I stay dreaming of our past rather than moving on. this keeps me happier anyway. it makes me believe I never lost you in the first place.

may the stars bring you back to me again, my beloved. I'll never let you go, my sweetheart.