life

MAN life has been actually kinda good 2 me recently. i'm about 2 start a job (i have been trying 2 get one 4 months now), i've got this adorable woman who likes me, i've got plans with a friend 2 move out & share an apartment. things r going remarkably well! just a couple months ago life just felt so crappy. it's hard 2 tell sometimes whether it's my environment or my outlook that's changing. idk! but things r looking genuinely hopeful 4 the first time in awhile. like things r maybe gonna start getting actually better, not just not-depressed better. like my dream of a happy life is becoming a reality and not just a dream.