n.p.d.d day 4 i think

sorry ive been busy with school and shit

i cant sleep 

its 1 am

i cant stop thinking

i just wish i could be different why do i have to live like this

i wish bpd wasnt romanticized so much

its so draining

i felt so much now i feel nothing

and there no cure im just going to have to live like this forever

this sucks dick AND balls