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the fact that my 20th birthday is coming up is not making this any better but fuck it we ballin (i say as i am not ballin at all... in fact i have lost the ball and it has been reduced to atoms)
im just a 16 year old teenie born in 2005! why is everyone telling me to get a job ??
5
years ago i was a quirky teen with cool hobbies but now everyone calls
me an immature adult thats probably autistic. i will literally rip my
shirt off and eat it.
job market is so shit too like i have basically been crawling into everyones ass for a job interview and they just either ignore me (which is disrespectful asf like at least tell me you dont want me instead of making it seem like im in a toxic situationship with the fucking clothes store at my corner) or they downright just answer with a no.
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HELP!! HELP!! WE NEED WORKERS!! OUR BUSINESS IS DYINGG!!
hey i could work for you guys-
not you ....
so
i do have an interview at a place thats like half an hour away but my
friend already had her interview (her resume looks way better than mine)
and SHE GOT DECLINED??
my hopes are very low but thats life ig? 50+ job applications just to get cucked by the fucking interviewers that they already found someone else to do the job <3
once your age starts with a 2 people just start treating you like you woke up with a suit and briefcase and are ready for whatever they expect from you. everyones pace is so different so dont beat yourself up over ts (even tho im just ignoring my own advice). after all you got like 4 times the amount youve lived so far left which is a crazy lot if you think about it.
enough of my venting. todays motivational quote:
sucess is the sum of small efforts, day in and day out.
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whoah
2006 half baked adult here, getting a job starting out is a really soul crushing lottery, especially if you're in a very saturated area
I've basically given up on trying to find a job naturally after around 2 years of on and off shotgunning resumes to anything that isnt a sweatshop or KFC. I caved and got my dad to try and get me a job where he works so I'm essentially guaranteed to that but god damn, this is shit! I wanted to not have to rely on that to learn how to actually be self sufficient but all I learned was how fucked the job market is!
I hated being a kid, I need self sufficiency and do not want to rely on others forever but god damn so much adult shit is just a dice roll? Total bullshit, HATE!!!!!!
so much luck is involved in most of life its actually sickening fr. also the desire to be independent and achieving something by yourself is so real and its actually soo draining to get the help of others involved so i know exactly what you mean but theres a thin line of rational self achievement and the urge to do EVERYTHING on your own. if you do know people that offer to help you it might be best to put ego aside and think about other goals where u can fulfill those urges. hope your job isnt too stressful tho
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To me relying on other people and dice rolls are the same thing, right now I do accept help but thats only really stuff that comes from me being 18 like me still living with my parents and relying on them to pay bills and stuff. I don't want things to stay how they are right now for another day, I hate relying on other people!!
I don't know their thought process so people can [and have!] flake out on me with even small things, everyone hates unreliability and unwanted variance, people are incredibly unpredictable and I don't want to have so many things in my life constantly in a state of flux, everyone craves stability but there is NOTHING stable about being an adult GRAHHH!!!!
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