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had the worst dream of my life the other night. i was 12 years old and had a baby straight up virgin mary style. ended up turning horrible and everyone fucking corpse-skeleton ified. what the fuckk.

jokes aside, that dream was traumatizing. like insanely. i still mourn that baby's adorable face. I miss you, Andy. maybe someday I'll be able to face you and care for you like the angel you were. give you the life you deserved. I cant be broken up about a fake dream scenario. but I will always remember your face, I'll find you again. I'll take that chance and fight in that war, just not now. angels keep him safe for me. i hope he is okay