Am I an a-hole for this???? LIKE REALLY AM I?????

So in school (Middle School DRAMA) I had this friend who I was close to having a romantic relationship with, and she said that I WAS DATING SOMEONE ELSE, but I was not allowed to date till High School. And it spread to more of my friends, so a hand-full (like 5-8 ppl) of them hated me so much for it tho I was not lying.

So a few of my friends have no side and they are (not using their real names) - 

So Maxie, Mollie, Olive, and Jackie are not on any side and don't want to be in the drama

Ezran and I think Zora and Aria are on Alice's side (Alice is the person I am fighting with)

The people on my side (Who I know) are Lynx, Lynn, Ethan, Calvin, Emmi, and Vic.

Then the people who are most likely not on a side or know about the drama are Cora, Alex, Tina, Maren, Kade, Scar, Jade, and Alma.

Alice has apologized to me but I haven't responded since I know she will just spread lies about me hurting my friends AGAIN, and she has thr3atened me once before, and Ezran said that she would never hurt anyone since she is extremely socially anxious around ppl. But people can be two-faced.

I need other people's opinions on this stupid thing since I have gotten really depressed because of it, and my mental breakdowns are coming back once a week, and might become 2 or 3 days a week like at the start of the school year. And I have a lot of schoolwork I need to finish.

(I only added the people who go to my school that may/do know of the drama, since my Therian group chat is fully supporting me)