Longing for something.

I find that death, change, and time are all things out of humanity’s control, it is quite obvious. But I find that the scar of these incidents or events left are so deep, it hurts. I miss who I used to be yet happy who I am now. I miss the moments of how I felt with my friends from years ago, spending time together and jokes to one another. I hate how I always remember and remember and remember yet I cannot do anything due to the passage of time. I hate it, but I understand that it’s the nature of time and change, I can’t do anything about it. It hurts. And I hate how time caused companions to strange one another, what am I supposed to do ?

this is all just venting, I’m gonna regret it tomorrow ε=ε=ε=┌(;￣◇￣)┘