i fucking hate the education system

fucking hell the education system is fucked and society is fucked. like seriously. why such high standards????? during my parents generation, you can get a good stable job without needing any degree from a university, and get a good life. and now, you have to study hard as fuck, just to get a chance that you'd get in an ivy league university, and hopefully land a good job. I know a guy who has a master in law or smth related to that but didnt get employed and end up being broke as fuck. meanwhile for me, my parents are urging that i study harder, (im asian btw, and the academic standards here are like iykyk) or else i might not even get into a university, and fuck up my life, making me work my asss of for like 14hiours a day just to get minimum wage. but then in private i already promised myself that id definitely just fucking kill myself if i fuck up tooo bad and theres no way back. but then i didnt want to tell my parents because obviously theyd just throw me to some mental hospital or whatever, talking about suicide its also kind of fucked up how the government makes it harder for people to kill themselves instead of finding reasons and cahnging things and workinhg on thing that cause suicide. Anyways, im not that willing to put into the effort to get my grades straight, is beacuse i have dreams and i have talent. like seriously, im really good at guitar, and have potential in arts like drawing, singing and stuff like that, and even my teacher has pointed these things out. But because of the fucking education system, i cant really put in the time and effort needed to master my skils and talents and those stuff, which can give me a chance to landing a job that pays well, and id enjoy, instead, neeeding me to study my ass off just to have a small cahnce of landing a mid job thats definintley gonna make me not like it and other bullshit like that. so at this point guys, i dont know which to pursue.... dreams? or to get my grades up??? like fucking hell. the education system is killling off people with hidden talents and skills. even if i dont have talent or any usefulness that i thought i was good at, im pretty sure tons of people have ruined lives and crushed dreams because of the education system, and i want something to be done about it. fucking hell.