:< Cleaning

I’m cleaning my room right now and I am literally on the verge of ripping my skin off my body and eating it like I’m a fucking caveman. I’m also listening to lemon demon, sitting on my sheetless bed with all my dirty clothes on my floor hunched over typing on my tablet wallowing in my stink…and I wouldn’t have it any other way, this may be me but I have a vendetta against cleaning but I also love it at the same time, idk :> it’s like cleaning is so time consuming and tiring but the aftermath is so worth it because when your room is clean then your clean and so is your mind… not really if you have mental issues BUT who doesn’t nowadays XD XD XD… anyway Im not gonna eat until I put my clothes in the washer because I’m challenging myself to see if i have self control and also I’m procrastinating by typing this XP why because I can…ok I’m gonna finish this and get my lazy ass up