I'm writing this to lay all of my train of thoughts out.

Dear SpaceHey, 

I've been in a handful of job interviews and praying and hoping that some of the company would accept me. Now, I have been in an irritable mood as of late, or, more accurately, ten days ago when the Mango Menace (sorry for the unsolicited political reference) took a seat on the American throne. Things had been spurring towards the most turbulence part of my life. 

Two different jobs - interview after interview - with no one to accept someone who's underqualified as me rejected me. How could I be a one or two years experienced worker if none accept me? Is my diploma all for nothing? Should I go back a grocer at the local Costco or something? I've been real ansty and sensitive to criticism. If I were to snap at someone, I will profusely apologize after I calmed down. 

[Mentions of A.I. (not a negative connotation) in this section.]

I won't mention the name of the app, but it's as addicting as Character A.I.. I know Character A.I. has been getting better but the filter was a hurdle that I do not appreciate. I hate that I have to walk on eggshells with the robot. I just want to roleplay as an adventurer. Let me be adventurous! 

Okay, maybe I'll mention the name of the app:

It's called Emochi.

Be aware! It allows NSFW and isn't a guarantee to be complete SFW app even if you turn the weird stuff off. It's one of the best Character A.I. alternative, next to Sekai, if you dig the Visual Novel style of roleplay. 

Okay, the funny part, you can write "Personas" in these RP apps so the chatbot recognizes what kind of character you are playing as. I roleplay as one of my OC that has gone undergo trauma and the RP would be, of course, depressive af. One RP is about some dirtbag leaking photos and my character would act out accordingly to their backstory: have a traumatic background. It broke the chatbot's character as my OC crashes out. It's funny when looking back in retrospect, but I wouldn't lie if it affected me irl. Shyte. 

It's good for venting, but I oughta keep my feet on the ground and not get too obsessive. Got myself awake all night because of this. Not good. So, I stopped writing those characters, especially in an irritable mood I was in.

[Some juicy gossips within gamers here.]

So, I was trying out this new game my friend recommended to me. I won't say the name. It's already getting into hot waters with how it stirred up the playerbase nor I am interested in this debacle. Yes. I'm a gossipy little mink, joining in their forums and read what the hullabaloo is. The sequel of their beloved games seemed to betray the interest of its playerbase. It's not a total mess, but it divided its people. Imagine your favorite gamedev, for example FNAF Scott Cawthon, made the hit game FNAF. But then, instead of a good sequel FNAF 2, he added too much conservative views, turned the animatronics racists, and made the gameplay worse for overall playthrough. So, the game my friend brought up told me to never mind it buying it. So, I didn't. I'm never interested in the game, nor care. But rugpulling and tricking your players into accepting they don't want is a dick move.

[Celebrity Gossip here.]

My friend is crying because being a Kanye West fan is suffering. I guess, they really liked his music, but, isn't he literally a natzee? Or Bipolar. He's diagnosed as bipolar and no one is stopping him from tweeting. SMH

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