A Series of Unfortunate Events regarding Bandaid and Staircase (and a brief mention of Guitar)

Hey so as a very delusional person I think I should let you guys know about the dilemma I have right now ! 

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There are two guys at school: Bandaid and Staircase ! Bandaid has been trying to talk to me for a couple months now and all my friends think he likes me... but I think I like Staircase..? Here's a pros and cons list:

Bandaid: 

Pros: Tall, plays instruments, really nice (gave me a bandaid once - hence the name !), athletic, artistic (!!)

Cons: Too shy, k-drama protagonist wannabe syndrome, doesn't like math..? Doesn't study, doesn't have a sense of humour 

Staircase:

Pros: Good at guitar (!!), smart, kinda cute..? Really funny 

Cons: Too introverted, shorter than me..? 

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But honestly the real problem is that I'm not even sure if I wanna date anyone right now..! Honestly if either of them asked me out I'd have to think REAL hard to make a decision. After Guitar (will post a separate post about Guitar lore !) I'm not suuuuper sure if I want to talk to men ever again..! A part of me just desperately wants to be loved but I know that doesn't mean I should just settle for a random guy at school... but then again I just keep thinking about all of this every day so what am I supposed to do... ！(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)