I’m scared of change

Recently my mother has been talking to this guy (in which she says they’re just “friends” but everyone knows that they’re not just “friends”) I hate him. Tho he has never done anything to make me feel that way I still dislike him. I know the only reason I dislike him is that I don’t want anything in my home/personal life to change. The only thing I can do now is vent to friends and write this blog to express my feelings. listening to music has helped me get my mind off this situation. I know that I probably sound selfish, and I know that this is my mothers relationship nd that it’s not really my place to have an opinion on it, but I just can’t help myself. currently eating pizza because it’s the thing she’s used to bribe me with to “spend time” with her “friend”.