I dont feel like living anymore (rant)

My life is just changing so much. I can finally see how horrible of people my parents are. If i dont get out of this house i dont think id be alive much longer. they both ruined my fucking life by deciding to put me in the middle of this bullshit. But if i decide to mention how i feel they want to call me a fucking liar. Im sorry for bringing you guys into it but i dont want to die and be forgotten.