Diary Entry 2/6

2/6

Dear Diary,

Yk I got nothing else top say about yesterday besides the fact that ya girl is getting sicker and sicker. I've never appreciated breathing so much as I do now, and seriously don't even get me started on laying on my back. I cant even lay down without my body literally wheezing and yeeting out a cough that sends me back 4 centuries. Like why are you like this body? On a side note, I think I've been using this as an excuse to why I haven't been attempting to shift. Now, don't get me wrong, I do want to, and yes nothing is holding me back; I think im just being lazy about the whole situation. But hey I cant even focus because every time I go to take a deep breath for meditation, my lungs decided to take a hard ass squeeze. But, seriously tho, I'm going to try again tonight, and if not tonight, then tomorrow night, and then the night after that and so on and so forth. I'm also taking this as an opportunity to do more research about people and their successful shifts and their mindsets and so forth.

see yaa later,

brownie

ps. yeah nothing else happened yesterday that why all I yapped about was reality shifting.