I hate having dysthymia!!

Today i was trying my best to resolve some things that i had wait tooo far long to adress, but it seems that the more concerning less energy i have to deal with. Its seems like being iam being lazy, i feel so heavy when i get to deal with all that. 

EVEN knowing that i have a condition that make me feel this ways i still got mad at me for not doing what i was suppose to have done a long time ago.