Helppp im gonna die idk what to do

Hey yall, so i made a new friend, who is already like 2 years in my school and i became friends w her. Maybe the reason wye we are friends is becuz we both like Stray Kids, but she is a quiet type. So here is the problem: Im in love w her. Like it wasnt my choice or smth but i already have a bf, but he lives in Spain and i live in Holland. So idk what to do cuz she sometimes shows signs that he maybe likes me back like: She said she loves my eyes, says im atrractive!!!! And that stuff. She also gifts me stuff. And ye idk what to do. She isnt a big fan of hugs and i always hug her so at the end of the day she hugs me back. Heeeelpppppppppppp meeeeee