Goodbye Already..??

Today was my last day of school. Like i mean, after today i will never be stepping into school ever again. Honestly when i was young i was waiting for this day to come- i remember being to excited to leave this "hell of a place", yeah thats what i called it. But only today i realised how much i would miss this place... all the people i've met, all the teachers tho sometimes i found them annoying, all the memories, etc etc. i never expected all these emotions to come rushing in today. sadness, filled with laughter and tears.. going down through memory lane, recollecting all the silly things we did together. there are some of us who have been in the same school since kinder garden, and leaving all these people and going to a new place seems strange. Tho i never thought of school as a "fun place", its the people that i met there that made it feel like home. i cant believe we re all going to go down different paths from here.. now i sit and think abt all the chit chats we had when the teacher looked away, all the tests we copied in when the teacher wasnt looking, all of us laughing together when we got a terrible grade, sharing lunch, snacks, pencils, pens and even lipbalms. It seems so weird to think abt the fact that all these moments will become memories in the back of my head as i move into a new phase of life. tho a part of me excited to meet new people, make new friends.. another part of me wants to stay back with the familiar. yes, we promised to meet eachother all the time after we leave school, but ik that wont be possible with the busy college schedule we re about to get. Frdships that have lasted for over 10 years... leaving the place i went to for 12 years.. ughhhh i have no wordss!! writing this is getting me all teared up. words cant express how emotional i am. yeah, there were times of school that i didnt like, there were people who i didnt like, there were times where i never wanted to go there, there were days where i cried and acted sick so i would get to stay home.. but now i wish i went all the days i skipped, maybe i wouldve spent more time with them. i cant believe it came to an end- i remember when i used to enter school with tears cuz i didnt wanna go, now i exited school forever with tears cuz i dont wanna leave. all these 12 years were a major part of my life, these people made school my comfort place, and i found people who i can trust and seek comfort from, people who brought me laughter and tears when i thought abt leaving them. all these memories would be ones that i would cherish forever. aghhh i ll miss all my cutuuu lil bbgss smmm!!!! but i really hope we dont drift apart.. <33