Past 3 weeks

The past 3 weeks been alr

Many ups and downs but that's just life. I've mainly just been living it and expressing how I really feel. You gain some you lose some. That's just means you keep going. Everyone goes through something and you might be another one, maybe not. But even so it's best to keep pushing through something difficult instead of giving up. Just like when people can't open a pickle jar, just throw it on the counter or the ground and there you go. 

But seriously, times are tough for everyone, sometimes me. But that doesn't mean I'm going to sit back and envy the people I lost when they are happy. I'm going to speak my mind no matter how harsh it'd be. I'm going to make sure I get my point across no matter how many times someone would block me. I'm not going to sit back and let someone eventually walk over me, neglecting how I really feel. My thoughts and mind. 

This is what you need to say in order to get through something. And this is also what I thought on many days starting Christmas Eve. I don't care WHO or WHAT I lose anymore just because I speak my mind. I'm going to find SOMEONE who understands when I tell them how I truly feel, instead of them ignoring.