My dream EVERY night

Well, life so far is doing good. Falling head over heels more in love with Colby Brock like I do every day, he is just really sweet and kind and I wish I could meet him. I dream about him EVERY night and ugh I want to freaking meet him in real life and see if he and I have a connection like I feel every time I watch his videos on YouTube and every night I feel like I feel it within my dreams. I just want to see if this connection is as real as what I feel towards him every night.