My situation for the past few weeks

Hi, I'm new on here, but im going to share some stuff about myself and my life.
I've been kinda depressed for the past 2 weeks. My crush told me that she's lesbian, yeah a lesbian. I don't have any issues with her being the way she is, but I'm kinda hurt about it. We've been chatting, talking to eachother for more than 5 months, my friends started telling me that she wanted to tell me about something and even a few of my classmates thought that she liked me, but I had no idea that she wanted me to know that she's lesbian. She's really attractive and I really did like her. So when I knew about it, idk I just felt empty (because I know that there's no CHANCE for her to like me now). I don't know how my friend knew about it without even telling me. I didn't tell anyone that I liked her  at that moment so...yea idk what I'm going to do i just feel mad empty even my friends are mentioning that I'm acting really different for the last few days. I still wish the best for her and irdm if she's not straight, It's just that I really did like her and I'm still really hurt about it. I've been trying to move on but there's nothing that helps. I don't have a lot of hobbies, my friends are always busy and they live kinda far away now. So I can't really hang out with anyone. I also won't tell my family about it, because all they're going to tell me is just to move on. They only thing that is helping is studying... idk I just like to study a lot. My grades are kinda average to good..so yeah. I told my friends about the situation and they were shocked too because yea NO ONE expeted that. I'm known at school for being an attractive dude I usually get a lot of attention from girls, so yeah I really didn't expect that. No one saw that coming and I got really REALLY depressed. 
I'm writing this to see if there's anyone that's dealing or has dealt with the same thing or experience idk... I'm just looking for an advice that could help. Thanks for reading and have a great day.

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