2/6/2025 diary

2/6/25

I've officially listened to the entire ween discography lmaooo!!! uhh also not a super eventful day today either! I have an English assignment that's essentially info dumping, accidentally wrote like way too much about SNL oops. I feel like my mental health may be getting bad again for completely unknown reasons.. like my abandonment issues are acting up so fucking much I'm sick of feeling  like everyone's gonna leave. like its that feeling like everything is going so good for me right now so something bad has to happen! something is gonna get fucked up!! and I feel like there's a chance I'm gonna sabotage my own relationships on accident because I'm too scared of them leavbing