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infection is in the house. the mind is a wild. Spider-man is for the people. the network is wild. The higher self lies just beyond reach. Hold a cilia death grip. Choose Minecraft servers. delete Instagram from your cell phone. Download content. Ignore popups and don't communicate with your family. Forget what happened and ignore the world this hour. focus on your reality first. Listen to new music, find new artists. Gil Scott Heron. Vietnam war and the free love movement. Art history. Family movie night. Twilight zone in color. What does your room look like? Did you make your bed this morning? Meditation works for you. There are many kinds of meditation. Find clarity, find peace. find a pattern find routine. You can't reliably help anyone else when you are broken. You're drowning but I don't know how to swim. Cry for help, only hearing echos. Call a friend, they're fighting for they're life. Take your meds. Do drugs. See beyond Christ. Think of the past, the big past. I made tapestries and murals alongside time. Faster than fear. Marvel does not own Spider-man. I buy cheap food and order it to the wrong door. Spend money and don't think about where it could have gone instead. Humans need food to live? Think: stories. Think: sex. Thought Repulsion. Expression  as the opposite of depression. technology, accessible? Are your floors clean? are your skin clean? Where does water go when drank? drink water. Delete Tumblr from your cell phone. Make something out of cardboard. Humans wore art on their faces and made art of their war crimes. Celebration of violence. Ouroboros. Do patricide, Kill, before he kills you. Run away, then run away again, and again, and again. catch flies in your hair along the way. Pray to know one. Smudge on the window and on your screen. clean your keyboard and your mouse and your cell phone and your brain and door handles and your hands and feet. Clean your sandles. Add words that already exist to your dictionary. Sell something. Get ready for the future get ready get ready get ready. Clean your window clean your floor open a window close it again. Cover a window uncover a window. Ignore the grime. The filth creeps in. Its in my skin and it's been under my skin for so long I will make it stop. I have to make it stop. I'll kill it I'll make it go away. I need to expel it from my body. The hagfish have been choking me for so long I want to breathe. Taste the sun.