3rd of January 2025

I cut my bangs the day before, so I had to style it right and wear it with confidence, that went well for about 1 hour 40 minutes, until I came to school, the first thing she did was laugh at me, like at least I didn't get fingered on the first date, I'd rather have my date put his fingers through the hair on my head than the hair down there... So anyways we (Me, L and I) went to class, where at least 2 of my friends made fun of me, I mean they can't say shit cause one of them can't bike (which is NECESSARY in the Netherlands) and the other one is not really a friend he is rather a side character. I had a physics test and I screwed up so bad! So I hope I can retake the test, but I might not do it, since I'm not gonna take physics with me in the 10th grade. At lunch break, my friends F and N asked me to come to their table for a moment. F told me that she is having a birthday party in April, and she is inviting 3 friends, N, X, and me. She told me we can take 1 person with us, so N is probably taking his girlfriend A, X is probably taking C (very good friend of me, I, X and L), and I am taking my boyfriend L. But F told me that I can't invite I, because she thinks she is going to make the birthday party around her, sucking up all the attention.

4th of January 2025

I got to the train station at 07:04, and the train departed at 07:07, I got off at the station close to my school at 07:51 and went to the grocery store to get Monster (Mango Loco) and Dragibus. I waited outside for my boyfriend and we went to the playground close to the school. He asked me the day before to teach him how to make out, so we sat on a bench and I tried to teach him BUT I MISERABLY FAILED. We gave up and went to school, the black lipstick on my bottom lip was gone, but his lips were pretty dark... When we got to the school and we walked to class, we saw C waiting for us, he asked us where we were, I told him I was teaching him how to make out, but that he really sucked at it (like I don't suck at it). I walked up the stairs and she wanted to ask me and L what we did because of the state of our lips, but she didn't even had to ask. When me and L were working together during chemistry, we did the tasks, and we stayed at the table to try to work on some other tasks. BUT GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!!! My '8=Dhead' of a teacher gave us a whole-ass lecture about how you need a career to have a relationship, that's rich coming from you buddy!!! So this man (teacher) is on my ass THE WHOLE 6 HOURS OF SCHOOL, he compliments my boyfriend for doing good work (he just writes stuff down, hoping it's right) and says that I need to improve my working. Well FUCK YOU DUDE!!!! I don't remember a lot from that day....