a stranger with memories

normally I would be the type of person to never get over you, a friend who saved me at my lowest four years ago; and for that, I will forever be grateful to you, even beyond death you will always remain precious in my heart, you will achieve a spot in my heart that is unreachable to everyone and anyone, I have given you all the love I had left in me back then and I will never regret it because loving someone is never a waste. 

you will never understand how much I miss you; it is far too indescribable, words don't have the ability to express these emotions I have felt for years for you, I have never been able to find the same feeling with another as I once did when I met you.

yet now I must realize that you are far beyond my grasp and I think it's time i let you go and move on, you were always my source of comfort in any situation but i think you pretty much built a stable life to live on if it meant that you were able to not consider me after you made me promise to never leave you, perhaps I'm relentless yet I'm just glad we got to meet, or cross paths at least once in this life time. 

I hope you live a life full of delight and joy, even if I'm not there with you, nor do I know how you're doing right now, as long as we're under the same sky, I'll be alright.