03-wednesday february 5th 9:29pm

ugh today was ASS. i mean it wasnt ass but it was kinda ass. i have an online class i do monday wednesdays usually but i could NOT do it today!! and i couldnt do it monday!! i have got to lock in bc i have 2 assignments to do. its trigonometry which i enjoy im generally good at it too but not always. but i spend ALL FUCKING DAYYYY doing the ONE section of notes and i went to do the work and remembered fuck all and then got to one i just couldnt do so i GAVE UP. ill have to do this and the next one tommorow and friday UGHHH. idk whats up. i can focus sometimes but i have to do something different like everyday it takes me like 2 hours to figure out what will make me focus and half the time it just doesnt work at all. UGH. i hope i can manage before end of day friday though bc. it will be. due

i got my trash out bc the lid wouldnt close and i could smell it that was nice. it was cold but it didnt feel that cold :3 thats nice. i didnt do much else. i did my dishes. which youd think would take like 5 minutes bc i live alone but for some reason it takes forever even when i feel like its only been a day? idk though. i dont like doing my dishes especially bc i have eczema on my fingers on my fucking. right index finger and thumb. and the sponge hurts it. so does EVERYTHINGGG though like typing this hurts. i have lotion i need like medicated lotion though. i used to have it and it worked so i stopped using it and we didnt get any more. i was like in 5th grade. i was gonna draw but it wasnt happening so i decided against it. i need to make time for it though bc if i dont draw ill never. draw. yknow. i guess thats all that happened today. bye byeee