Feminine Thoughts pt.1

I want to live my life like Frieren. Always learning, continuing to improve myself, and just enjoy the little moments. Frieren is an elf who has lived for 300 years but did not appreciate life until one of her partners die. Long story short, I'm a human who may not live over 200 years so the fact that I'm currently 28 and feel like most of my twenties was filled with stressing out about a job or how I was going to pay bills really saddens me. However, I've finally woken up and decided to give my life to God. Maybe I didn't keep Him the center of my life and that's why I struggled so much. But now I feel like nothing bothers me and that I hold a different level of confidence. I will make sure that the remaining time I have here on earth will be a life fulfilled.

I'm going after everything now without any doubt. I know that I can do anything I set my mind to. Starting with this career change into Software Engineering in hopes to grant me a sustainable lifestyle. The learning curve was quite difficult at first but now I've gotten a good handle on HTML and CSS. I know that they are just beginner languages but it's a huge step for me to stick with this. I study for 4 hours a day! (:O my younger self would not believe this)

Another area I wanted to get decent at is Pole fitness. I just find the art of pole so beautiful. I go to the gym often but something about lifting my own weight is so challenging, lol, but just like with anything it takes repetition so I'll just enjoy the journey. Whether I get good at it or not, I should have fun. Should I post updated clips here?

Anyway, there's many things I'm interested in so I try to alternate depending on my mood. 

I'm get hungry now, let's wrap this up. Feel free to listen to my Spotify playlist as I'm curating it specifically for my SpaceHey fam. 

Let's Vibe <3