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I LOVE THIS GIRL SMMM

ok, im gonna call her ash cuz thats her user on here, but her name is actually "the loml" okay!!!

ash is sososososso kind like i swear her smile is infectous. she has a way with words that make me want to punch a wall and scream but in a good way?? she knows my secrets, my traits, my type (her), what goes on at home, my love languages, literally everything. my family knows im head over heels for her yet mock me constantly?? they're worried im too invested in her, and it could affect my mental health YET IM THE HAPPIEST IVE EVER BEEN thanks to her?!?!? its weird af...

i try to act like i dont mind about the parents not liking me/not wanting us talking, but it eats me alive. i just want to be happy with my girl whom i love. its my first genuine (and healthy) relationship and i dont want to stuff it up. we've broken up a few times cuz of parents among all things, and havent been together for at least 3-4 months. now that school's back and we had time apart, we knew that we still love each other. we couldn't talk AT ALL outside of school, yet we still have feelings and thoughts about the other. her dad said time will help her move on, but it's time that's making us KNOW we're in love. it'll hurt, but i'll wait years for this girl if i have to.

i love you ash. more than anyone in the fucking world.