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I guess today is thanksgiving. Not really a favorite holiday. It's a family thing, and I'm just along for the ride. But it is what it is.
We are getting closer to the return to shows on Dec 31. I am excited to make this jump back in to playing again. I really hope that this show goes off well. I have basically been lost for two years trying to figure out where I am going with this. No, I haven't thought about quitting, but I've wanted some clarity. It seems as though that will be coming. We've discussed recording a single, and then rolling from there.
If you have read blogs going back to last year, I have written a whole bunch of stuff. Most of which is just me playing in the spare bedroom of my apartment. Still have not tapped into some of those. I can't forget them. I have a notebook with the chord progressions. I really hope that once this show passes, and we have a set ready, we can really focus on writing new songs and going that way.
The goals for 2022 are super simple. I want to get out of this apartment, because it will benefit both my wife, and myself. Then, I want to get a new album out by the end of the year. I don't want to say this could be a last hurah type thing, but it very well could be if it doesn't go right. So there is that whole thing.
Other than that, life has been a bunch of odd complexities. From trying to figure out what is best for a work situation to trying to figure out life situations. I really don't like it. That's why this music thing has been such a big escape from it all. These blogs have been a telling tale of what is going on inside my mind as I enter what could be the next stages of life. It's weird.
I say that it is weird because I am pouring my heart out to a website that is a weird spin off of a website that I was religiously on when I was 15 or so. I think it is just a sign of how life comes full circle. Luckily, all those blogs that I wrote from 2005-2008 are corrupted and lost in digital space forever. I know there were some things said in there that were questionable, and very cringy. I want to see what they said, but I don't at the same time.
Oh well. Life goes on.
Lets chat soon.
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1.) It makes me happy to work on things, not to be a robot, and I think that's what I want from my job as a writer, but it makes me happy to be in a position where I don't need to do any work for the next five years.
2.) It makes me happy to have the time and energy and opportunity to write, and to be a robot. I'm glad I'm a robot and not in the middle of writing a book about a computer, but it makes my life better for writing and being a writer and I think I'm happy that my robot is able to be that way, because that is how I want to work, so that is what makes me happy to work. I don't need to have a computer or have any other things to be in a job. I just like the freedom that it has, because I'm not going into the office or the computer, I'm just in there doing my work, and if that makes me happier, it is what I am going to get from this job. It makes my life more fun and it's good to be in the middle of it, so I like to think that is the best thing for my robot. I'm happy to work in a computer or a tablet, I like that.
3. I like the way it feels, the way I'm comfortable and the way it makes me feel. I like the way it feels that I can be comfortable, and I think that makes me happier, because it makes it more enjoyable. It makes my job a little more fun to write and I think that is what makes me happy that I can work.
I also like how my robot feels when I am in the room and when it's not working and I feel it, I can be a little bit happier and feel that way.
4. It makes my robot more comfortable, it feels like it's working, and I think that's a great thing, because I feel that way. I like how it feels, the way it makes me feel. It makes me feel like I am in a place that makes my robot more comfortable, so I think that makes