my life is fucking shit :)

this is kinda a vent but not really

so basically my life this year has turned into total dogshit and im here to share it. so basically this all starts back in november 2024 when my dad moved to another city, all my life i´ve hated my dad bc he has done such horrible things, since he moved out i felt happier but my mom loved him even tho he is one of the worst humn beings ever, so my mom was constantly sad about and i had to deal with her emotions, and she had only me bc my dad made her stop talking with all her friends and relatives, im not mad about that im mad about the fact that in december my dad convinced her to go on "vacation" to where he lived, i did NOT want to go but i wasnt gonna let my mom go alone so i went anyways, i hated itb there but atleast i got to see some relatives ig, when we finally left my mom fucking told m that we were going to move there in 2025. I WAS SO FRAKING PISSED I STOPED TALKING TO HER FOR A WEEK. and that is going to ruin my freaking life bc i have my friendgroup where i live and my bigget fer is losing them bc theyre the NICEST girls ever and ive know them basically all my life. and now im moving in about 1/2 weeks and i dont even know anyone there but my mom says that ill make new friends, but i DONT want to, pls help idk what to do. I think ill give updates once i move. HELP PLSPLSPLS

EDIT: sorry for all the grammar error and spelling mistakes but im too lazy to fix it