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I have made a couple of posts on here, but I failed to post a proper introduction I feel.
My name is Techno (like the music), But I sometimes also go by Phospherus or Phos. I'm 23 and my pronouns are He/him. I identify as both Gay and Transgender. All my life I have lived in Canada, born and raised, though many of my friends are American or from other countries over the internet.
I'm pretty open about the fact that I'm autistic and was also diagnosed with Dissociative identity Disorder or DID a couple years ago. My whole life I have seen my experiences to be something to share with others and be open about as it may widen their understanding of the world or even themselves in the process. In the future I may make more posts about my experience in more detail, but I will give a little bit of information here. Currently I have just around or over 20 active alters in my DID system, but that number has definitely fluctuated over the years. I didn't suspect a thing and was heavily in denial about having DID until early 2022 and then was diagnosed in October of the same year. My alters range from 15 to presenting as 32 in age. My memory has been greatly impacted by DID for the most part I only have memories of some of 2019, half of 2020, spotty memories of 2022 and 2023 and then most of 2024. other then that it's extremely scarce or I only have memories of talking about any time before 2019.
Outside of that the most important things to me is my special interest and my partner. I'll start with my special interest. For the last 8 months my entire life has been completely swallowed up by Rhythm games, especially arcade ones. Currently the only two I have regular access to would be Maimai Finale and Dance Dance Resolution, though I do play others they just currently aren't in my city. For Maimai in particular I play at a competitive level, have been in a tournament before and have another smaller one coming up. I'm the second highest public account level on the service that keeps Finale running after it went offline a couple years ago. Within my community I'm particularly known for playing this game to an extreme extent with over 400 hours of game play, thousands of dollars spent and an extensive knowledge of the game's song catalog considering I have played all 600+ songs at least once. Rhythm games are one of the reasons I get up every day and without them I tend to unravel quite quickly.
The other equally most important aspect of my life is my partner, Hotel4frogs (that's his username on here at least). I met him back in July of 2024 and it was very soon after that we began dating. I don't want to go too in-depth because it's also his information that i would be sharing, but we are in an extremely loyal, healthy irl relationship with an active plan to move in together this year. Not only is he my partner, but he is also my bestfriend, my rival and my perfect other half. I couldn't ask for a better person to walk this earth with.
Generally i would describe myself as a very passionate, but particular person. I have tons of interests I could go on about for ages, especially my music and rhythm game related ones. I'm a bounty of information on many different topics and try to be as engaging as possible in all manners of conversation. I am always open to questions, even of a personal nature as long as they aren't mean or about specific inappropriate topics.
I hope we can be friends and that you enjoy my posts! Most of my posts will most likely be about music or my other interests, as I love having places to info dump or share things that I love. You may see me all over the place because I can often times be found commenting on blogs!
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Nexuscherry💖💗💓💞💕✨🌈
I love rhythm games! I remember when I went to an arcade that had Hatsune Miku Project Diva and I was there for hours. Also ditto on the autism lmao
There is a project diva arcade machine in a city i go to sometimes, but i have only played it once or twice. I'm not very good at project diva. My bf is wayy better.
by Technotism; ; Report
That's okay! Speaking of rhythm games, I miss Love live sm
by Nexuscherry💖💗💓💞💕✨🌈; ; Report
I have never really been super into love live, but I have seen an arcade cabinet of it. It looks interesting honestly, I only see that style of rhythm game in idol games : 0
by Technotism; ; Report
My friends and I miss it sooo much :'3 It was so fun. I need to find a rhythm game that's like it. I got into that one SM Entertainment one, but it takes up so much space on my phone lol.
by Nexuscherry💖💗💓💞💕✨🌈; ; Report
Ooo i didn't know sm entertainment had a rhythm game :0
have you tried Bang dreams or whatever? That may be more similar to the lovelive game. not entirely but T-T
The most similar in game play is the enstars one, it has the same curved judgement line.
by Technotism; ; Report
I'll def check those out!
by Nexuscherry💖💗💓💞💕✨🌈; ; Report
I hope one of them can help will that love live void in your heart
by Technotism; ; Report
I hope one of them can help will that love live void in your heart
by Technotism; ; Report
I hope so too ; w ; I think about Love Live and the gaming so much
by Nexuscherry💖💗💓💞💕✨🌈; ; Report
I think about rhythm games all day every day
by Technotism; ; Report
Real omg
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