im happy ig

i have no control over me emotions he still talks to me 

he has watched me go nonverbal and hallucinate and he still wants to talk to me he still wants to hang out with me 

he said he'd talk to people for me when i couldn't he said he'd take care of me when he's around he told me not to worry about anything not even social norm matter if i wanna be weird i can 

a part of me will never truly be happy i crave things i will never have but he makes me feel..safe