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i fckn hate my brother.why my mother always choose him over me when he such a stupid.i tried making my mom proud by i got top on my class but still she choose my brother that can't even do math.i hate it when she congrats him cuz he got higher marks than before but still fail.WHAT ABOUT ME??!.I PASSED MY MATH AND STILL NO ONE CONGRATS ME.I FELT LIKE A USELESS.PLUS I NEED TO RESPECT HIM.i can't lived like this sht anymore.they always make me like they maid.at home they always make me do some work while HIM JUST STAY AT HIS ROOM AND PLAY SOME GAME WTF.MY MOM MAD AT ME WHEN I JUST ON MY ROOM FOR A 2 HOUR WHILE HIM??!.HE CAN STAY ANY LONGER.I WISH I BORN TO BE MALE,OR I WISH I DIDN'T BORN AT ALL.I HATE THIS UNFAIR LIFE.
LIFE IS SO UNFAIR
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FaiTee
I totally understand and sometimes it happens with me too. Like when I was in 5th I came top in my class but still got scolded as to why I didn't get enough and then when my brother got into 5th he barely passed and guess what? my mom was proud. I just stopped trying to impress anyone I think it helps. If you are struggling feel free to text me I won't mind. I hope you feel better and your situation gets better.
Hey FaiTee, thanks a lot for sharing that. It actually makes me feel a bit better knowing Iβm not the only one dealing with this kind of thing. Itβs crazy how similar our situations are. I get what you mean about stopping to impress them, but itβs just so hard to switch off that need for approval, you know? Still, hearing your story gives me some perspective. I really appreciate your support, and thanks again for being so understanding.(β β₯β οΉβ β₯β )
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I totally get it because if you have been seeking approval your whole life, it's hard to suddenly turn off that switchβit takes time. I would suggest taking small steps and trying to understand yourself on a deeper level.
This would help you learn more about yourself, discover what you like, and understand the kind of person you are. Furthermore, if you understand the type of person you are, it becomes easier to figure out how to deal with yourself and challenges like this, as well as how to protect yourself from similar situations. It will also help you connect with yourself on a deeper level.
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Oliver
Iβm so sorry youβre feeling this way. I understand how frustrating it can be to be ignored and undervalued. I relate because I was abused a lot and scapegoated by my family. Iβm here if you need to talk.
Thank you, Oliver. It really means a lot to know someone understands how I feel. I'm sorry you went through similar experiences with your family,I know how hard that can be. I just feel so overwhelmed and invisible sometimes, like nothing I do is ever enough. Itβs comforting to know Iβm not alone in feeling this way. I really appreciate your support (β β₯β οΉβ β₯β )
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Thank you, Nathalie. Iβm glad you feel understood
οΈ. It really feels awful to be treated like that by family.
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