02 - february 4th 2025 10:29am

wait is it doing it. hi I'm FUCK hi im allowed to mess up YAYY i found the fuckass setting that does the autocorrect. its under device -> keyboard -> input settings -> input methods and then theres a little white arrow next to the language. which THEN you can turn off autocorrect. "spelling and grammar check" is a different thing. so my writing may be worse but i wont hate looking at the screen as i type and everything is changed behind me. chromebooks... so anyway

today was .... ummmm .... i got to sleep at like 5 in the morning usually because im upset but this time i just wasnt tired?? but i have to get up about 9 for school so i... did. i can get away with 10 but the fear is ill fall back asleep and miss class bc its at 11. so i had to get up! I had tea with hot chocolate i just made them in the same cup. easy. tasted pretty good. it was SOOO cold today it was warm yesterday! i went on a walk with my mom and brother and it was sunny it was HOT today was cold it was in the 50s. dropped 30 degrees. i dont expect winter to be warm but ??? why was it warm for like 2 days. class was okay we're doing 3 variable systems. which is easy. in class though we had to copy a problem from the screen and i missed a sign so i got 3 fractions. but the answer was... like 1 2 and -1 so like ill go fuck myself. see the problem with higher math is that you dont know if youre doing something wrong until its over. my fucked up fraction could be the answer idk. if its not i think, at least in class, she should tell us. and then i came home and napped and then i went to therapy!!

i talked about... like the issue with my intrusive thoughts not being words. she says i should focus on the feeling instead and like comfort myself because its more physical. which is a good idea. thats a great oppurtunity to pretend im talking to fictional characters LOL. i am a selfshipper :3 i like... fang from animal crossing hes my guy right now. um gaspar purpura from purple i think hes a cutie pie. frey also... who is not in a game i can recommend rn but the people who make those games draw him and i LOVE him hes so. hes everything. though idrk what hes like hes pretty much just in my head. charlie dompler. smiling friends though that was sort of short lived. i still like him. im sure as i get back into fandoms ill find other guys. im playing animal crossing i like the animal crossing guy. fang <3 <3 <3 <3 i love him im kissing him mwah mwah mwah. my self insert for him is a dog villager and they are kissing mwah mwah. 

omg speaking of furry stuff im a big big furry btw. i am a dog. ive discovered i really like rubbing the bridge of my nose?? like i think its like a muzzle thing. or maybe its an underrated human thing but i LOVE it ive been doing it forever. if i get comforatble with someone im gonna make them pet me and rub my nose hehe :3

ummm thats all i have to talk about. gonna try to go to bed im not even gonna shower tonight hehe. goodnight!!!