disjointed thoughts #1

I sometimes think if people believe I am mentally ill. Like gravely. I take pills to function normally. I do it in front of others in class to maximize my time. Do they think lower of me? Or do they think I just like drugs? The reality is I am both mentally ill and I do like the drugs I take. It makes me calm. So jokes on them.

My friend on the bus showed me his songs. I hope my genuine laughs didnt come across as forced. I wasn't convinced I was in reality. Come to think of it, I don't remember what I did this morning. The parts I remember are like parts of a dream I had. Wait, am I typing this in real life? If I am, can you tell me?