I dont care about anything really...

All I know is I have this unnantural attraction to the cold. I just cant think of anything other than a freezing winter. A silent blizzard that sends chills down your spine at the mere sound of its howls. Its all I truly cared about. I dont know if its some stoic awakening that I finally conjured from reading the meditations by Aurelius or from the Vagabond manga. I do sometimes feel things, emotions come up when things get serious, does that mean I care? do I have empathy? I dont know...One thing is certain however, in the cold everything is numb, everyone is unable to feel. We all seek some reassuring warmth. Not feeling, becomes normal.