choked

I have these huge dark circles under my eyes cause I spent my Sunday crying/sleeping. started smoking cigarettes again, I still get nic sick but its worth it now. never looked more chopped on my life. I think I need a haircut. 

social life is slowing declining in EVERY aspect. fumbled a baddie, still nto over dat I'm dying. 

couldnt make a new friend to save a life. I tried to the other day at my concert and lwk choked. I cant wait for senior year.

but Sunday was gr8 tho. when I wasn't sleeping or sobbing I was getting high or drinking my Ulta strawberry dreams monster (supper yum).