University gives me whiplash tbh

Like the title says:

University Gives Me Whiplash

I love the events, the friends, the architecture of my uni. I'm so grateful to be there because I didn't even think I would be accepted into a pretty prestigious school. However, I keep barely passing each exam. Idk what im doing wrong and it's annoying that I'm filled with such jealousy towards the people getting A+ or A*. I'm proud of them, but I wish everyday that was MEEEEE. 

Now, I'm feeling indifferent. I'm realising that I actually need to work HARDER and not do the bare minimum. I have to ask questions, study better and understand what im learning. I'm feeling the academic comeback already!!