Blood stains

I didn't touched that backpack in months. I had left it as locked in the closet as in the back of my mind. Today I opened it and found the sheet where I slept that night with two dark blood stains. All the other things were piled up in a mess, because I ran away in such a hurry that I didn't even have both socks on, one was in a pocket, also stained with blood. I also had closed a soap cap badly, and something we had bought together was completely ruined. I thought I would use it forever, but I threw it away without even think about the money i spent to buy it. I forgot almost everything about that night, but I have so many bloodstains left that I just wonder how you don't remember of them at least.