Uncertainty

I just took an entrance exam for a university since I'm going to college soon. Of course I had to apply first online.

It was kinda easy because I forgot everything that was in that exam.*

I'm really excited to live by myself but at the same time, I'm not (kind of) prepared. However I have a lot of colleges and some scholarships to try out on. Even worse, I'm not sure what kind of program I would take there. Sometimes I think being a biologist fits for me, other times I should have been in Arts and Design instead of being in STEM. I really wanted to be a multimedia artist so bad, I know I can make it as a hobby and (maybe) make profit out of it. But at the same time, that important stuff gets into the way and I have no time to think about what sort of art I can do besides doodling on my notebook and on the blackboard. (why not do both?)

For now I have to spend most of my youth learning how to talk to people and some other new things like eating at a diner by myself (because that's how it would be at college, like my parents said). I even got to know somebody at that time and place, and she also did take the exam.. along with several other students who are about to graduate high school. Even saw my friend from school there. I'm glad with the little progress so far as of now, and hopefully I can be more comfortable with talking, seeing as it is necessary for college life, especially in interviews.

(*I'm not allowed to disseminate exam content and as a result I have been administered with amnestics against my will.  Just kidding)