My thoughts about D

Hi...it is me – C.C.

Usually I share my thoughts only with close friends... but lately there are so many thoughts that my head is spinning and I feel like it will burst from excess. But after I talk to friends, I feel better! Thoughts evaporate, I want to smile and laugh. And then in the evening I can calmly fall asleep. 

Yes, now I am writing alone. My friend is busy for now, I hope she will return soon. 

She is such an annoying person and sometimes there is a feeling that she loves no one but herself, but at the same time it is very interesting to be with her - she knows so much... and can be caring in her own way. She asks about my health, about how I feel, and if she sees that I am not feeling well, she does not leave until I feel better. 

With her, it is as if my fear and anxiety evaporate. 

If it were not for her... what would have happened to me then?