:(

 abraxas is still super sick... Im really worried about him. he's so tired all the time and can barely keep anything down & hes got a really high fever. our manager was nice enough to put us both on sick leave so we can still get paid while i take care of him... :( But at least abraxas doesnt seem too upset about being sick. except for when i have to wake him up to take his temperature... he says the medicine helps with the bad dreams he has all the time which i guess is true but I'm worried he might be overdoing it a little 

he also doesn't want me cooking anything for him... Hes been letting me use his card to buy groceries and microwave food and stuff but i dont think its very nutritious. but every time I offer to cook for him he's really insistent that i stay out of the kitchen :( my cooking cant be that bad right?