my love for...someone...i guess?

im so lonely bruh, i met this person on TikTok and they unfollowed me for no reason and i cant text them no more since they dont follow me and i miss them, i also like my friend but they dont care about me at all, they have more important friends and could not look my way for a second, obviously they dont like me back because there into whole different people than me, i mean im a white emo kid who gets sick all the time and is so attention deprived i beg for attention from people on the internet, now listen I'm not like gross about it my friends just never have conversations with me or talk to me, i understand one of them is high all the time and like...yea but i have a lot of friends ish but they never wanna text, i flirt with the one i like and sometimes they jokingly flirt back but they almost never respond to my texts, im not there type but they have dated a dude that  legit looked like he lived under a bridge and made people answer questions before letting  them cross, and like...they were jerks to them when they dated, and ive been single for forever and a half, i miss cuddles but maybe he dosent like me because i dont have any interest in sexual interactions, sighhhh