photos i took B4 bed last night & gonna cut my hair again, hopefully ill have the ryhawk soon gang

honestly ive not been telling alot of people since i moved that im trans cos 1 i got beat up back at dads and 2 i have a really cute guy i dont wanna lose his names nix and hes honestly the nicest one ive met so far, he dont wanna date tho just reaaaaaaaaaaaally close friends so hopefully he isnt that upset when all my  hairs gone right? but long story short i shouldnt be worried, its my hair body and if i do lose him theres other like yeah hes the only local one but still, 

BUT LONG LONG STORY SHORT 

are there any ftm peeeps or just peeps as a whole that have or know how to cut a ryhawk aka ryan rosses hair can man i gotta get this mess sorted