Blue

I wish we just never met. You've been engraved in my dull mind.

your every words, puncture my brain with all the colours Ive never seen before

as if adrenaline takes over me, the rush of joy and the pain that follows after

that smile that you have, that teeth that stands out to me

as if with those very teeth, my heart got shredded one by one, eating my every senses and understanding

I know it's a delusion, that nothing about you were real

Just the yearning in me painting my vision, till all I see is blue 

you were everything but also nothing to me, oh how unfortunate that you without knowing, wound me

Oh how you left me blue